Trigger warnings: SADNESS. Prepare some tissues. But, all will be well. Trust. There’s NO tragedy tag!!!
Title is at the end of the chapter.
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Another energy bomb exploded on his back, completely ripping off the injured left wing. The severed wing fell from the sky like a falling leaf, spiraling downwards. Everything happening now (gave him a sense) of deja vu.
However, the little monster didn’t cry out loudly like he did in the past because, for him now, the most precious thing in his life was no longer the Zerg wings.
“Close your eyes.”
The person in his arms had been crying non-stop, but he still obediently listened to him. (He Ruge) didn’t open his eyes no matter how much his tears fell. The teardrops fell from his eyes to his jaw like trails of broken pearls, dampening the fur on (the little monster’s) body.
How was he able to shed so many tears?
The little monster lapped up his sweet tears again. He Ruge was indeed the sweetest and most delicious. His blood was sweet, and his tears were also sweet. He Ruge was just too delectable, and every sip he took gave him feelings of happiness.
If he died, he wouldn’t be able to taste such a sweet He Ruge anymore.
The Monster dragged his battered body and crawled up again with difficulty. Blood gurgled out from the gaping wounds.
He Ruge felt the warm and sticky blood seep through his fingers, and his eyelashes trembled slightly. He wanted to open his eyes to look at the little monster, but the little monster hadn’t allowed him to open his eyes.
“He Ruge.” His little monster called out to him.
He Ruge hands trembled as he stroked the little monster’s head in the darkness, groping at the long tiger whiskers and moist nose with his fingertips, before finally settling on the gaping wound.
“He Ruge, I’m so stupid, I’m not Xi Guican, so I can’t think of another way to save you.” This was the first time the little monster mentioned Xi Guican.
“You’re not stupid, our family’s Miao Miao is very smart.” He Ruge hugged the little monster’s neck as he cried till his whole body was shaking violently.
Another energy bomb hit the little monster.
He Ruge shook his head desperately. He breathed deep and hard like (a fish out of water) before he could form a complete sentence: “Miao Miao, does it hurt?”
“It doesn’t hurt. Have you forgotten? As long as we are in physical contact, it won’t hurt.”
The Pain Nullifier!
He Ruge checked the status of the pain nullifier. However, the item was shown to be (currently not in use). Because the sensation of pain was the body’s (natural) protective measure, He Ruge didn’t use the item on the little monster for a long duration.
It was only when he injected the gene altering solution for the little monster that he would use it for that one night before it was removed the next day.
Thus, at this moment, the pain nullifier wasn’t being used on the little monster at all.
The little monster was lying to him!
He Ruge used the fastest speed possible to use the pain nullifier on the little monster, “You must not lie to me, Miao Miao, do not lie to me anymore.”
The little monster rubbed his head coquettishly against (He Ruge), “He Ruge, are you injured?” He had clearly guarded He Ruge so carefully that even his hair was not harmed, but he was still worried that the person in his embrace had gotten hurt.
The person in his arms cried and shook his head.
“If not, that’s great. No one in this world is allowed to hurt you, except for me.”
Perhaps it was the arrival of imminent death that caused the little monster to finally break down the last trace of his facade. He whispered to the young man whose eyes were closed tightly: “I don’t want to die.”
His body is growing heavier and heavier.
“I’m a little tired.”
The little monster pursed his mouth and cried silent tears. Although he had grown this big and become a Big monster, in He Ruge’s heart, he was still the same little monster who was naughty and childish.
“My Zerg Wings…… broke again.”
“It hurts so much.”
“I think I’m going to die this time. I’m so weak. Xi Guican will definitely take this opportunity to erase me.” Even before death, he didn’t forget to give He Ruge eye drops [1].
“When I die, if Xi Guican comes out, will you be with him? I won’t allow this.”
The pair of malevolent eyes became redder and redder, the streaks of blood-red consumed all the whites of his eyes, “He Ruge, I must kill you. I will swallow you into my stomach, and you will accompany me in death.” Every word he spoke would make a person terrified.
“What say you?”
His tongue lapped up the teardrops on the other’s pale jawline, “……However, my heart aches at the thought of killing you.”
“It turns out…… I also have a heart.”
Another energy bomb exploded, and the remaining right wing also fell off. The little monster lunged forwards and smashed the obstacles with his body, arriving at the rooftop while holding He Ruge amid the blaring sirens.
His blood-red pupils glanced at the starry skies, and then back down at the person in his arms. The previously manic red eyes suddenly softened, and the little monster lowered his head with difficulty to lightly touch the other person’s forehead with his nose. He said softly: “I was lying.”
“How could I ever kill you.” Like a naughty child who succeeded in a prank, no one could tell whether he was telling the truth or a lie.
“He Ruge, you can open your eyes now.”
The little monster watched as the slender eyelashes lifted gently to reveal a pair of black eyes drowned in water, two lines of translucent tears slipped down from the edges of the eyes. The person in front of him did not look at the starry skies, but rather cried as he looked at him.
“He Ruge, are you happy?” He heard himself asking He Ruge. However, his voice was faint. Because his ears were filled with blood, it wasn’t easy to hear sounds.
Fortunately, the other person did not speak, but instead covered his mouth and shook his head.
“But you have to be happy, He Ruge. Don’t look at me, go look at the starry skies.”
The blood in the red eyes receded like a tide, revealing the clear blue underneath.
“I hope you can be happy.”
I hope you can be happy, and I hope you continue to live on happily.
And so…… the transferring of strength and memories (to Xi Guican) no longer sounded so unacceptable.
He Ruge, I will be back. I will become a smarter Miao Miao, and become Xi Guican. But from then on, there will no longer be a ‘little monster’ in this world.
But, no matter, the existence of the “little monster” was something that should have been erased in the first place.
Actually, I have a lot of things I wish to tell you, but I don’t have the strength nor the time…
Just as his blue eyes completely lost their luster, an energy bomb hit him from behind. His huge body seemed to collapse like a landslide, gradually falling to the ground. In the last moment before he died, he used his body as a shield, blocking all incoming attacks for He Ruge and preventing him from being hurt.
He Ruge hugged the monster’s corpse. His blood-stained hands trembled as he reached out to the other’s nose. But he couldn’t even succeed in the simple gesture of raising his hand.
He covered the blue eyes weakly with his palms, and He Ruge finally broke down under the light of the dazzling starry skies.
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Footnotes:
1.“Give him eye drops/medication”: Rubbing salt in the wound
TL Notes: Hi, all! Sorry for the delay! I’ve been busy with work related stuff recently. I’ve also been working on re-translating chapters 1-8^^
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What’s with this Doris Translations that popped up on NU?
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Hi Rose, No they are not. I honestly have no clue what is going on with that @_@
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Thanks for translating! I’ll keep following your projects, love what you do and the effort you have put into them ❤
That ending… hopefully lil monster will survive as well TwT
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It says that their site was suspended…
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TTATT Well now I’m going to cry… Thank you for the chapter and please don’t let the other uploader get to you!
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Bestie…. im sobbing it was like someone torn my heart out of my chest, cut it, bated it in saalt and ground it to paste. But its fine everything is fine. QAQ there is no pain, no sadness its all happy (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
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